Looking back

Author: bondagedogslave
Title: Looking back
Date: 08 May 2007

Looking back Ive asked myself this question, many times. How did this Happen? Well to be honest why did i let it happen, and the truthful answer can only be because after getting used to the idea and with a lot of training, and some serve punishments i am were i was destined to be. Dont get me wrong this is no easy life. It takes a real man to accept that in the end. you have to submit and accept, the journey is long but deep down, I am now the dog i always new that i was.

Sitting in my cage, feeling the heavy steel against my skin, not to small to be uncomftable yet not that big as to never let me forget i am caged, the heavy steel collar that has been round my neck for the last 6 years, which constantly reminds me of my status. my cock locked in this heavy steelpod puling it down from body with an ache after been made to wear it for the past two months as a punishment, I grab hold of it with my mitted fist to hold the weight up from my body not an easy task in the confines of my cage.

my dog tail wagging with excitment, the sounds of the steel heavy chains that are attached to the heavy manacles around my boots, and attached to my wrists, every move i make you can hear the sound of heavy steel making the sounds steel does when it clanks against each other. The gag that has been inserted into my mouth with its feeding tube inserted down my throat so that i can eat and well slurp instead of eat/drink, from the daily bowel of food that my master gives me twice a day.

Watching the timer that is on the wall outside of my cage, the only light i can see as it shines on the clock, concentrating on the sound of the clock ticking away and counting down, 2hrs 37mins and 14 seconds to go. and getting excited as for 15 minutes i will be realsed from this cage, taken outside chained to the courtyard floor. and left alone to do my buissness, and then returned to my cage then knowing i will have to endure this for another 36hours till am released again, the only time i get to stretch out well as good as the dog i am can, feel the fresh cool air on my naked skin, then when bussiness done, and tail reinserted i will be hosed down, and returned to my cage, locked away, only to watch the clock count down another 36hours, and how much longer u ask must i endure this for, the only way i know is the calender that i am shown just before being dragged into my cage for the next 31 days. already endured 2 months, this is my life at present, Dog has been bad, and am being punished. What for am not to sure Master refuses to tell me, he only at the moment give orders and was only told i need to be punished and this will teach me a lesson. three months in your cage only let out every 36hours, u will be feed twice a day, the rest of the time alone in your cage, darkness only the faint light to you see the clock count down till your next release. get used to it dog, Your problem not mine. and that was is, my life so far. alone with my thoughts secured in my cage.

It hasnt always been this bad, well not for a long time, maybe when i was first owned and being trained i had to endure far worse than this, and this is the first time i think in a few years i have been bad, the only way i know this is for the seasons that i see when taken outside. It all began so long ago now.............................As i said looking back Would you like to hear more from looking back, let me know, Bondagedogslave